Thursday, May 04, 2006

hillo every1 ":...:"

hi to every1, thx for coming to my loving blog XD

today i remake my blog and will open my blog to every1 ! hehe

im planning to share all my BIG SECRET!! in this 3 years. Every years on Nov 10 i will share 1 of my secret which no1 know about it except me and some of my family member....
I hope every1 will treat me the same after they know my secret ....(that's all for intro XD)

last week i just found out that trere are 2 girl who love me..SWT i donno y they love me...there are still so many guy who are better than me in this world. the thing is, i dont have any felling with them, and i have some1 i love liao but i know i cant be with that person >.< ove is sooo troblesome.
last month 1 girl ask me to be her GF...then i accept her because i dont want to make she sad....now i regret and donno what to do anymore...i'm suck a foolish my biggest weakness is i cant say 'no' when i can do the job....haiz.....
now im stuck with this two girl and i still can forget the person i LOVE!!!
that peson is soo sweet, funny, eventhough not good looking but i love it XD haha
what should i do now??? any1 help me plsssss

muack!! love all my friend!!
from:Tarrot User

3 comments:

xing said...
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anonymous said...

luncylar.....

wallpaper said...

ok , u said ur biggest weakness is that u cant say no when you are able to take on the job .

the probem here is , you ARENT capable enough to take on the job , and yet u accepted it , thinking you're doing others a good deed .

when she asked u to be her bf , she was expecting u to love her n care for her intimately .

the moment u agreed to it , you were alredi lying to her and urself .

the fact that you're already asking us tips on how to dump her after one month is proof that you weren't serious in the relationship . and you still dare to consider yourself as able enough for the job ? LOLZ !!! dn make me laff !!!

at the end of it all , you will only break her heart even more . what u did won't make things better , it'll only make the scars go deeper . u must realize tat hope is the first step to disappointment . semakin extreme false hope , semakin menyakitkan hati penamatannya .

if you really cared for her feelings , u wudnt haf agreed to her without putting more thoughts into it .

do u noe it fucking hurts when someone talks extremely sweetly in front of u , but yet secretly stabs u from the back ?

thats exactly wat ure doin rite now to her . you're a sweet boyfren in her eyes , but behind the scenes you're busy contemplating ways to dump her .

the solution to ur problems is to learn to be honest . stop lying . stop faking . stop pretending you love her when you don't . stop pretending to be her boyfriend when your heart belongs to someone else .

an example of another dishonest attitude of urs can be seen when u communicate wif wan chooi . u treat her so damn gud , so damn mesra , but the moment she turns her head away , u tear off your mask of facades and start kutuk-ing her . do u noe there are ppl like me who are disgusted by such hipocrisy ?

i think u shd be more honest wif ur feelings when u transform emotions into words . if u dun wan to hurt the girls more , then its time for u to tell them the truth . i guarantee they will feel much better knowing the truth now than later , n u also wun feel so guilty . if u choose to keep quiet about it for whatever other reasons u haf , then tats up to u , but id say its a selfish decision .