i was wrong

well i have been thinking and thinking
i thin i was wrong... no mather what we do
we always cant againts parent....
and i want share something that change my life....
im telling the true
it start abaout last 6 month or after mario left
i feel lonely soo i brough a tarot card and play with it
and after awhile donno why im start summoning the dark1
to enter my life and answer my question
i though it will never happen... but some of my qustion answered
and i was happy so continue asking and asking
until afew month i feel there ar lot of hatred in me
and prob keep comin and in my head i blame ppls and god
and i tried suicide 2 times and run away from house 3 times
after that happen my mother say that was not me...
soo she call her friend which is a priest and cleans me
before he come, in the morning i started to hearing stuff
its like there are second person inside me that telling me to
run run run dont listen to them god create this problem and soo on
soo i take bath and u know what something inside me forcing me
to eat the soab soo i tell me mum that maybe in insane liao
until that night the priest come and talking after awhile
he ask me to read the god words and something force me to not let me read it
something pussing me inside and outside i can even move my body
and tears keep coming out non-stop soo the priest and the friend
pray for me and finnaly im able to read slowly but tears still droping
i saw so scared because i dont realy believe on spiritual power and stuff
like that. and after that my face start changing to a normal face
thats wat my mum say lar im not sure about it
but i was realise me something that only cristian understant
ppls create with a sin of our ancesters and parent but god clean use and forgive us
and we are created to praise him. soo i have decided to helps ppls
like me and i want to learn bilble more and maybe became a priest
and save pps who have same problem like me. i dont want ppls die or suffer
just because they never heard jesus name
all pppls have 2 choses it just the path they chose is diff and i want help god
to share his love because he save me a lot of times.

dont wrry im still andy still the same happy andy i will never change
only im believing diff things now and i want help suffering ppls

LoVe AlL My FrIenD MuaCk !!!!
FrOm : LoVIn GuY