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omg.... know what..... my dumb dad dont give me blogging zzzzzzz
damm dumb lar.. what wrong wit bloging... like im doing anything bad swtswtstwstwtswtzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haizzz dont care about him ..

oh ya today got fizik and i im soo sure in the morning that im gonna fail it xD
hahaha but thx to princess foong xD she help me alot in fizik xD TYTYTTY hehe
im soo surprise that i can do the question LoL for Get hehe

tml gonna have paper3 zzzzz sure very hard sob sob >.<

and 1 more thing before i end this xD read this xDxD hehe just created it yesterday xD

from when i was young, there were no words to properly convey my feeling
there was really...
nothing i cared about...
that's why...
this was the only way i knew how to react
when there is a sharing between us, of warmth
for this moment in time...
there is so much yearning
that it becomes unbearable
for this moment when you can have the illusion...
...that finally there is something belonging only to you
that's why, even if it's a little...
...just a little strange...
...just a little sad...
don't make a face like that
look
i'm already...
...just rigth by your side
i dont want to let go of this hand anymore...
this hand of your...that i have caught...
maybe i have really...
noticed something just slightly...
together
we lead each other on in our paths
in this big, wide world
not afraid to take on new things
painting over our sorrowful pasts
if we're together, there's nothing to fear
if we're together, there's nothing to fear

A wound that takes long time to heal
because this wound i deserve to get as punishment..
it's just like im admonishing myself or something
my healing rate just...
decreases remarkably...
because you say nothing and just keep smilling like that
i say nothing and can do nothing but hold you close to me
i curse my uselessnes
i cant get what i want
the impatience i had when i was still young begins to rear its head again...
at that murky time in life when, even smile was for me...
that things were not able to work out well...
when held, i want to return the hold with a stronger grip
that hand, that smile, those eyes
this impatience wont fade
even though i have my precious, irreplaceable person in my hands...
when you subconsciously push your pain inside yourself...
thats not the kind of smiles i want from you
do you know how much it hurts be swallowed by fact that
you cannot do anything...
that you are useless?
shall i show you?
why dont you bare your soul to me?
no matter what nightmare you face...
i'll eat them all up for you
until nothing is left...
dont always be hiding things by yourself...
the feeling you give me
i can never tell you what i really no matter what words i use
if there is a ream where we can fully understand one another...
it must be the realm that exists when we hold on to each other

emmm i thing it is to long.... LoL

Love My Friend Just As I Love MySelF ( and i mean it xD )
FroM : LoviN GuY